Chapter 178: Watching Myself Sink into Depravity with a Clear Mind

Nan Yu's forehead was covered in fine sweat, and her hair clung wetly to her back and forehead.

She felt completely drained of strength, yet it seemed as if there were insects crawling on every inch of her skin, causing her unbearable pain.

She exhaled hot breaths and actively wrapped her arms around Tan Linyuan's waist, calling out for help, "Uncle Tan..."

Tan Linyuan remained calm, his eyes simply sizing her up indifferently.

"Who am I?"

His voice was calm as he made her confirm his identity.

"...Tan Linyuan." The drug was taking a strong effect, and she could hardly think. "Give it to me."

The hot breath she exhaled hit his earlobe directly, and she softly called his name.

There was no other identity or relationship involved, just a simple "Tan Linyuan".

"You don't mind me and Qu Jiaran anymore?"

Tan Linyuan's tone was calm as he gradually stimulated the nerves in her brain. "Have you forgotten all the things you said during the day?"

Nan Yu of course hadn't forgotten.

But at this moment, she couldn't restrain herself with her rational morals anymore.

She rubbed against his body, her voice almost hoarse. "Why should I mind..."

Moreover, she blurted out what was on her mind. "I was the first one to..."

She wanted to say that she was the first one to be with him.

But the words on the tip of her tongue turned into, "I was the first one to sleep with you."

Even in this extremely uncomfortable state, she still felt a bit embarrassed to say this to Tan Linyuan. So she turned her head away.

But her arms still coiled around his neck like a water snake.

She was naked, and her skin clung to his body, like a seductive fairy luring a god.

Tan Linyuan looked lazy and was not at all tempted by her charm. He just continued to ask the next question. "If I help you tonight, will you help me in the future?"

His tone was flat, but it was more like a temptation.

"Help you... with what?" Nan Yu tried to think with what little sense she had left. "Does Uncle Tan ever need someone else's help?"

She couldn't think of anything.

Tan Linyuan's eyes darkened, and his fingers pinched her lips. "Of course."

Nan Yu bit her lip, not knowing exactly what he needed her help with.

But at this moment, she really needed his help. "Uncle Tan, can you give it to me?"

"How?" Tan Linyuan's tone was calm and composed.

"The same as before." Nan Yu said unconsciously. "Like we did in the hotel and in the villa..."

Her breathing became more and more rapid, and her voice began to tremble, gradually turning into a whimper like a small animal.

She was like a lost elk.

Finally, she reached out and touched his loose robe, peeling it open with her fingers, eagerly touching his chest.

Her skin was as smooth as water. The cold and distant look from the day was long gone, replaced by an indescribable sexiness.

She wanted to take.

She had never had such a strong desire to satisfy her emptiness immediately.

After taking off his top, she reached for his pants.

The long pants of the loose robe didn't have a belt but were tied with a rope. Nan Yu gave it a slight tug, and the rope came loose.

Her hands were as flexible as a snake, and she easily placed her hand on him.

It was so hot that it almost burned her hand.

Nan Yu's throat tightened, and she bent down, gently pressing her body against his abdomen.

Before she could do anything else, Tan Linyuan grabbed her and pushed her back onto the bed.

She sank into the mattress and then bounced back up. Then he pressed down on her.

Against the light, Nan Yu's eyes were filled with mist. She couldn't see anything clearly except for those silent eyes.

"Nan Yu, look at me."

Tan Linyuan's breathing gradually became heavier, and his voice was deep. "What do you want? Say it again."

She was trembling violently, almost out of control. Tears kept streaming down her face. "Tan Linyuan, please save me..."

Tan Linyuan didn't respond. He just stared at her.

This look seemed to be scrutinizing her and also himself.

Until he closed his eyes and let out a long breath.

"Lie still."

These two words were like a permission.

Almost three seconds later, Nan Yu actively pressed her lips against his, covering his lips and teeth, and actively kissed him.

Her will had been completely eroded by the drug. She just wanted to take more to make up for the increasing sense of emptiness.

She looked at his face. Her body was as soft as a thin rope. She wished she could grow suckers and cling tightly to him.

She was out of control.

Nan Yu was so passionate because of the drug, while Tan Linyuan was completely sober.

He watched her hot tears fall out of control, watched her moan and writhe, breathing like an orchid.

He watched himself sink into depravity with a clear mind.

At the moment of penetration, Nan Yu suddenly opened her eyes wide. The long - held soreness was finally satisfied.

She didn't think about what would happen later.

She just wanted to indulge in this moment and let him do whatever he wanted to her.

...

When the drug wore off, Nan Yu felt her body stiff, and every inch of her skin was screaming in pain.

She had never been more sober than at this moment, but unfortunately, her legs had no strength at all.

She had taken the drug, so she was so active that it was not like her usual self.

But when she recalled the past few hours, Tan Linyuan clearly seemed to be invading her, so wild and unrestrained that it was not like his usual self.

The past.

Nan Yu opened her eyes and couldn't remember when the last time she had been with Tan Linyuan was.

She couldn't help but wonder if Tan Linyuan had been with Qu Jiaran during this period.

He probably had. Otherwise, how could there be rumors about them preparing for pregnancy?

But then she thought that Qu Jiaran's body might not be suitable for pregnancy, and maybe it was just a rumor...

Her mind was wandering until she felt that her body could move, and then she slowly sat up.

After Tan Linyuan finished, he took a shower and then sat in the room, meditating and chanting scriptures, as if the madness just now had never happened.

"Uncle Tan." She opened her mouth and hoarsely said to his straight back, "I want to drink some water."

The figure remained motionless.

Nan Yu cleared her throat and called out again, "Uncle Tan..."

The man seemed deaf.

Nan Yu couldn't help but raise her voice. "Tan Linyuan! I want to..."

Before she could finish the second half of the sentence, the man got up, walked towards her against the light, and stuffed a bottle of water into her hand.

"Drink."

Nan Yu was stunned for a moment.

She took it and slowly unscrewed the bottle cap, gulping down the water.

She hadn't dared to drink water all day, and after shouting with her mouth open for several hours just now, her body was severely dehydrated.

After finishing one bottle, she asked for another.

When the thirst finally subsided, she said in a gentle voice again, "Thank you, Uncle Tan."

Tan Linyuan glanced at her.

The two of them remained silent.

It was Tan Linyuan who first broke the silence.

His tone was neither too fast nor too slow, a bit like asking for an explanation after the fact. "When did you take the drug?"

Nan Yu had no idea.

She pursed her lips, equally annoyed, and ran her hand through her hair. "I didn't eat anything. I just drank half a bowl of porridge."