324 Am I Not Supposed to Be Alive?

The year when the entire Li family was executed was also a snowy day. That year, the heavy snow lasted for a full two months, and the snowdrifts piled up as high as a person. And it was also on such a snowy day that Li Qiyu chose to jump off a building to end her own life.

He looked at Li Qiyu, his eyes filled with disbelief.

He never expected that this incident could have such a great impact on her. But during all these years in modern times, he had never even heard her mention it. She had always lived seriously, carefree and happy, as if she was truly very happy.

Only then did Song Yian realize that all this was just a disguise. The wound had penetrated deep into her skin and marrow. This snow blindness was like a vent. So even after she time - traveled, her heart still had a natural reaction.

The doctor prescribed some eye drops to assist Li Qiyu's eyes. While the doctor was diagnosing Li Qiyu, Song Yian stood up, walked out and called Ming Yuexin. He truthfully told Ming Yuexin about Li Qiyu's situation.

Ming Yuexin was also very curious when she heard this situation.

"I don't seem to have heard that she had snow blindness before."

It was not appropriate for Song Yian to elaborate on the matter of past and present lives, so he used the doctor's statement.

"The doctor said that it may be because she was stimulated in childhood, so now there is a physiological reaction. You're one of the best in the industry in this area. Isn't this your specialty?"

Ming Yuexin nodded and said, "Such a situation can indeed happen. You know, psychology can not only affect a person's body but also a person's life."

"Is there any way to save her in this situation?"

Ming Yuexin thought for a while and said, "All psychological diseases actually have a root cause. What we psychologists do is nothing more than two things. One is to let the client face those past events that they dare not look back on, or let the client forget those past events. Of course, we generally support the former, because only when you truly let go can you be redeemed." Ming Yuexin saw that Song Yian was really very nervous about Li Qiyu, so she gave him a suggestion. "You two are husband and wife. It's best for you two to have a talk. You should ask her and try to let her speak out her innermost thoughts. It will be better if she speaks out. As for this disease, just slowly help her untangle her knots."

Song Yian nodded, thanked her and hung up the phone. At this time, Li Qiyu was helped out of the ward by a nurse. The nurse put Li Qiyu's hand into Song Yian's and asked Song Yian to go and pay for the medicine quickly.

Song Yian looked at Li Qiyu. He knew that the medicine prescribed by the doctor was just ordinary eye drops and would not have much effect. He thought of Ming Yuexin's words, leaned close to Li Qiyu's ear and whispered, "Qiyu, do you still remember how you helped me avoid taking medicine when I didn't want to?"

Mentioning the things from childhood, Li Qiyu was no longer sleepy. She said with a smile, "How could I not remember? I dragged you around the streets and alleys, playing everywhere. At first, you were not willing and were worried that father and mother would be angry. But look, later you walked around with me and your body got better. You never needed to take medicine again."

"Now it's your turn to take medicine."

Li Qiyu frowned deeply and said with great difficulty, "Well... there's no other way. The doctor has prescribed the medicine. I have to take it."

Song Yian smiled and stroked her head, saying to her, "You always helped me before. Now let me help you, okay?"

Before Li Qiyu could figure it out, Song Yian had already grabbed her hand and said to her, "Follow me closely. Close your eyes. I'll take you away."

Li Qiyu nodded heavily and really obediently closed her eyes, allowing Song Yian to lead her out and into the car.

At this time, Xiao Wu had just come out after buying the medicine. At this moment, Song Yian just left him a sentence.

He said, "My wife and I are going for a romantic time. You can take a taxi back by yourself."

Poor Xiao Wu who was left behind: "..." For a moment, he looked extremely at a loss.

Not long after, Song Yian drove the car to a place. After arriving, he said to Li Qiyu, "Okay, open your eyes."

Different from the blinding white snow, this was a completely dark world. Only a beam of white light shone in from above. There seemed to be some machines rotating around, scraping against the car body. There was also running water on the roof of the car. Li Qiyu curiously looked up, observing this world. In this world, she felt safe.

What Song Yian brought her to was not a scenic spot but an automatic car wash. Song Yian had already talked to the boss of the car wash and was allowed to stay as long as he wanted. So at this moment, he could naturally sit with Li Qiyu and watch the water flow on the car window above.

Li Qiyu's face was full of surprise.

Song Yian still remembered that he and Li Qiyu had also been together like this on a rainy night. At that time, time seemed to stand still, and she had asked many funny questions.

"How about it? Does your eyes still hurt?"

Li Qiyu shook her head. But due to the after - effect, she was still crying. Seeing this, Song Yian picked up the toilet paper in her hand.

"You're so bad at taking care of yourself. If you wipe your tears like this, your eyes will surely swell like walnuts tomorrow." As he said, he folded the toilet paper into a small square and absorbed the tears from the corners of Li Qiyu's eyes by pressing. Unexpectedly, Li Qiyu, who had seemed better, started to cry even more.

Song Yian panicked.

"Didn't you say you would feel better here? What's wrong? Do you feel uncomfortable somewhere?"

Li Qiyu shook her head and said, "I just miss my father, my eldest brother and my sister - in - law."

Song Yian knew that this was Li Qiyu's knot. Now that Li Qiyu had taken the initiative to speak, he just quietly listened without interrupting her.

Until he heard Li Qiyu say, "Song Yian, do you think I'm very selfish? My parents are suffering in hell while I'm living alone. And Xiyu, from time to time, I think that I stole her life. If it weren't for me, she should still be living well."

Song Yian looked at Li Qiyu with heartache. He knew that Li Qiyu's thoughts were really hard to deal with.

"Neither your parents nor Xiyu will blame you. This wasn't your choice."

"But..."

"Do you know? People come to this world not to enjoy happiness but to pay off debts. That is to say, the more debts you owed in your previous life, the longer you will live in this life. So the fact that you're still alive now is exactly because you're sharing the burden for them. You know yourself that your parents and eldest brother are such good people. Do you think the King of Hell would be willing to keep them in hell? They must have gone to heaven."

Hearing this, Li Qiyu retorted, "But doesn't modern science say that there's no heaven?"

Song Yian: "..." This girl sure knows how to be nit - picky.