The doctor didn't say another word until Xu Tingyu was taken into the ward.
This was a ward without even a window. Compared with the one arranged by Qi Shifeng, it was much shabbier.
It was like a square cement box.
She curled up on the bed, feeling extremely exhausted.
There was a whole bunch of information in her head that she needed to digest. She couldn't even feel her heart beating.
Perhaps sensing her uneasiness, the baby in her belly was also moving violently.
She finally showed a bit of reaction. She placed her hand on her belly, and tears welled up in her eyes.
She didn't know if she would survive the operation tomorrow.
If she were to die, at least the baby would be with her, so she wouldn't be alone.
It was just a pity for the baby. Before it even had a chance to take a look at this world, it had to suffer all these just because it was in her belly.
She closed her eyes and remembered what Qi Shifeng had said, "It's already very lucky for it to be our child."
She lowered her head and laughed, but the tears still kept flowing.
Meeting Qi Shifeng was probably the greatest misfortune for her and the baby.
This man hated her so deeply.
Was he really willing to destroy her family just to seek justice for Xie Yu?
But if he really wanted a divorce, she wouldn't have refused.
Or even earlier, if he had said that he didn't want to get married, as long as he had told her in person, she would have agreed.
She did like him, but she wasn't so cheap that she had to marry him.
She was surrounded by great despair and pain, and she cried so hard that her whole body was shaking.
She didn't know how much time had passed when someone came to wake her up.
The doctor from yesterday also came in. Seeing her face full of tear tracks and looking haggard and restless, he was also a bit touched.
"Miss Xu, I'd like to confirm with you one more time. Are you really sure you don't want this baby?"
Xu Tingyu didn't know why he always kept asking this meaningless question.
But she soon figured it out.
Perhaps this was the reason for her "accidental death".
By then, they could just say that she was so heartbroken that she insisted on having an abortion, and finally both she and the baby died.
What a good plan.
She wasn't going to let them succeed, so she firmly refused to say a word, lest her words be taken advantage of.
She simply kept silent to see what they could do.
The doctor waited for a while, but still didn't hear her speak. Behind him, the people sent by Old Master Qi had already arrived.
He had no choice but to give up and said again, "Miss Xu, let's go."
These simple five words were like a death sentence.
Xu Tingyu followed him for a few steps, then suddenly said, "Can I borrow your phone? I'd like to say goodbye to my friend."
Chen Chunyao hadn't been able to contact her for a long time, which meant she hadn't found an opportunity.
She couldn't contact Chen Chunyao anymore. Instead, she wanted to call Secretary Qian.
The doctor glanced at her. His eyes were a bit complicated, but he still shook his head. "Sorry, I didn't bring my phone."
This was probably true. Since he had been arranged to do this kind of thing, of course he wasn't allowed to bring his phone.
Xu Tingyu's hope was shattered, but she didn't even dare to feel sad for a moment. She quickly said again, "Then, can you give me some paper and a pen? I'd like to leave some words for my mother. Is that okay?"
Her eyes were red and her face was pale. She looked like a flower swaying in the wind and rain, so pitiful.
The doctor didn't refuse this request.
He took out a pen from his pocket and then went to find a piece of A4 paper for her.
"Miss Xu, I can only give you fifteen minutes. Then we'll take you for anesthesia."
After saying that, he nodded to the people behind him, and they all stepped back a distance.
Xu Tingyu took the paper and pen and quickly started writing. She left a suicide note for Zhang Qiu.
In the suicide note, she didn't mention anything about the Qi family. After all, if she did, this suicide note would never reach Zhang Qiu's hands.
She just expressed her love for her family and the regret that they would be separated by death.
She also carefully instructed Zhang Qiu to cooperate well with the doctor's treatment, eat on time, and continue to live.
In addition, she was grateful to many people, including Secretary Qian, Chen Chunyao, and all the people she had met later.
In the fifteen minutes, she couldn't express all her regrets to her satisfaction, but she managed to mention all the people she loved in a comprehensive way.
She even thanked Qi Ruixi and Qi Ye, but didn't mention Qi Shifeng.
She said that if she died, her and the baby's ashes should be scattered.
...
Finally, after handing the suicide note to the doctor, she whispered, "Thank you."
She thought that even if she died, she would become a vengeful ghost.
After all, there were still so many grudges to avenge. None of the people who had harmed the Xu family had received their due punishment.
She was so unwilling, really unwilling.
But she had no choice.
In front of the Qi family, she was as tiny as an ant. They could crush her with just a flick of their fingers.
The physical pain and the mental breakdown made her seem calm on the surface, but in fact, she had already collapsed.
Her whole body was shaking. She was like a small animal that had fallen into a hunter's trap, with no hope of escape.
She was panicked and desperate. She wanted to fight to the death, but she could only stay in the pit with her wounds, helpless.
In the end, all these emotions turned into self - hatred. She hated herself for falling in love with the wrong person and ruining her whole family.
The hatred made her whole body ache.
Perhaps her body had activated a protective mode, making her heart turn desolate again.
She was pushed forward blankly. Along the narrow and quiet corridor, she entered the operating room.
The doctor didn't say anything to her anymore, and she didn't have the strength to speak either.
The operating room was also a square and airtight box. In the middle of the box, she saw the operating table.
She smelled the disinfectant in the air.
Suddenly, her consciousness returned.
With red eyes, she stared at the operating table.
This shouldn't be her end, nor should it be the baby's.
She suddenly stood up from the wheelchair and ran back the way she came.
She couldn't just die here silently.
The grudges of the Xu family, the debt of two lives, and the score between her and Qi Shifeng all hadn't been properly settled.
She couldn't just die like this.
And the baby, this was also her child. It was already seven months old. It would kick her belly and share her heartbeat.
It couldn't be killed here.
No one had expected that the always obedient and well - behaved her would suddenly change her mind after entering the operating room.
There were only three medical staff in the operating room. The people sent to guard her were all outside.
But when she ran out, she found that there was no one outside.
Her spirits lifted.
Perhaps this was the chance that God had given her and the baby.
They weren't meant to die.
Bare - footed and with her hair loose, she ran desperately towards the end of the corridor.
She hadn't eaten much since yesterday, and she had even vomited a little blood.
But the instinct inspired by the will to survive and motherly love made the medical staff behind her unable to catch up with her for a while.
Just as she was about to reach the end of the corridor, a figure suddenly flashed out.
Someone grabbed her hair and roughly dragged her back.
She could even see the sunlight shining in through the window at the end of the corridor.
However, she was caught.