Qin Qiao'er then thought of herself. Back then, why had she decided to be with Zhao Youting? At that time, she had determined to cherish the present and not be haunted by what had happened five years ago.
However, now that she wanted to leave, it was actually because of those youthful events. She seriously reflected on herself and realized that since she had already decided to live a good life in the future, why should she still dwell on those unpleasant past events?
So today, when she asked Zhao Youting to come over, she just wanted to make up with him. She didn't want their relationship to continue like this.
She thought that if one day she really separated from Zhao Youting and had to live alone again, although she could accept such a life, just thinking about not having Zhao Youting by her side or having someone else in her future life, she couldn't even imagine what that kind of life would be like. By now, she had already made up her mind that Zhao Youting was the one most suitable for her.
Especially after hearing Zhao Youting's sincere confession just now, Qin Qiao'er's heart softened immediately. She knew she couldn't be cold - hearted towards him anymore.
Seeing Qin Qiao'er remaining silent, Zhao Youting's heart sank. He didn't know why Qin Qiao'er had asked him to come today. He was about to open his mouth to continue explaining to her, but Qin Qiao'er stopped him.
"I don't want to dwell on the past anymore."
Zhao Youting was just about to speak, but fell silent instantly after hearing this. He looked at Qin Qiao'er as if he couldn't believe these words had come from her mouth.
He didn't expect to be forgiven by Qin Qiao'er so easily. He asked again to confirm, "What do you mean? Have you decided to forgive me?"
Qin Qiao'er nodded. "I still feel a bit awkward in my heart, but I don't think I can break up with you. So I want to try to get along with you again."
Although Qin Qiao'er only said this simple sentence, Zhao Youting was happier than if he had heard a hundred love words.
He finally understood what it felt like to regain something lost. Happily, he hugged Qin Qiao'er tightly into his arms, feeling the long - missed warmth.
The moment Qin Qiao'er was held in Zhao Youting's arms, she felt so sad that she almost shed tears. She reached out her hands and hugged him back tightly.
She thought in her heart that if she could never be in this embrace again, she would surely feel extremely regretful and sad.
Just having this thought made her can't help but want to cry. Zhao Youting felt that Qin Qiao'er was unusually quiet, and it seemed that his shoulder was wet.
He gently pulled Qin Qiao'er away and saw that her eyes were red and tears were streaming down her cheeks.
Zhao Youting panicked instantly. He clumsily wiped the tears off Qin Qiao'er's face. "Why are you crying? Shouldn't you be happy? Does being with me make you so sad?"
Zhao Youting thought that Qin Qiao'er was just forcing herself to be with him and was wronged. "If you really can't stand being with me, I'm willing to leave."
Although Zhao Youting said this with great reluctance, he still forced himself to say it. Seeing Qin Qiao'er so sad, he just wanted to do everything according to her wishes.
But to Zhao Youting's surprise, Qin Qiao'er hugged him again. "Don't leave."
Hearing Qin Qiao'er's slightly sobbing voice saying this, Zhao Youting's heart softened immediately. He hugged Qin Qiao'er tightly and patted her back gently, making her calm down gradually.
After Qin Qiao'er calmed down, she felt really embarrassed. She didn't know why she had suddenly burst into tears.
After seeing Qin Qiao'er's emotions gradually stabilize, Zhao Youting was a bit worried and wanted to liven up the atmosphere between them. "Could it be that you were crying just now because you thought I was going to leave?"
Zhao Youting was just joking. Although he didn't know why Qin Qiao'er was crying, he never thought that what he said would actually be the reason for her tears.
Qin Qiao'er suddenly felt very embarrassed. She didn't expect Zhao Youting to have seen through her. She didn't even realize that Zhao Youting was joking. Shyly, she sat there, at a loss.
Zhao Youting was stunned by Qin Qiao'er's reaction. He didn't expect that his casual remark had actually guessed right what was in Qin Qiao'er's mind.
He thought about what he had just said again and found that Qin Qiao'er had really cried for this reason. He suddenly felt it a bit funny, but he lovingly put his arm around Qin Qiao'er and told her, "I won't leave. Unless you tell me to, I definitely won't leave you on my own initiative."
After hearing Zhao Youting's promise, Qin Qiao'er felt very sad. She knew that Zhao Youting would surely keep his word, but at the same time, she felt a bit sorry for him.
It was probably because of her that the two children had a deep prejudice against Zhao Youting. And in the past few days, she hadn't persuaded Qin Chenchen and Qin Wanwan well.
She also had a big part of the responsibility for their bad emotions.
Zhao Youting was very happy that Qin Qiao'er was willing to continue their relationship. So when it was time to go to bed, he took it a step further and asked, "Do you want to move back and live with me?"
Qin Qiao'er thought for a while and finally went back with Zhao Youting. When she went to sleep at night, feeling the long - missed body heat, she slept very soundly.
After getting used to sleeping with Zhao Youting, Qin Qiao'er wasn't quite used to sleeping alone in the empty big bed. She hadn't slept well in the past few days. She had never slept as soundly as she did tonight with Zhao Youting.
Zhao Youting was like a poison. If you had never tasted it, you wouldn't know how good it was. But even if you just tasted it briefly, Qin Qiao'er had already become addicted to him.
The next morning, Qin Qiao'er was awakened by a rapid knock on the door. When she opened her eyes, she found that Zhao Youting lying beside her was also dazedly opening his eyes.